Tuesday, January 04, 2005

wonder how has the 1st day of sch for everybody...
guess it was pretty boring and slack...
budden again...
i suppose it's fairer this way cos if not the ogls would miss out on alot...
only mj doesnt care...
lectures are already in full force and they're most probably chionging syllabus now...
ok not only now...
they started dat last year during the sch term extention already -_-
and the poor ogls? u die ur own prob la...

ok...for me i basically did nth much today...
but i'll hafta find sth to do, to pass my time with before i go mad...
haha...still thinking abt alotta things and the only way not to do so is to keep myself occupied...
but how?
i've thought of looking for a job...
but at the moment i simply have no mood to do anything...
yea i noe this sucks...
well...can't help myself too sometimes...
gimme a little more time ba...
i've thought of exercising too, working out and lose some fats...
running would be nice...
can lose weight and at the same time take my mind off things...
i dun wanna be troubled all e time...
but it's only momentarily isn't it?
i wanna be free! haha...
this emotional struggle is starting to drain me out...

oh well i'll be fine...
wadever doesnt kill me will make me stronger!
i shall try to adopt an optimistic point of view on life...
aniwae, was toking to peishan juz now...
and she kinda encouraged me on some issues...
encouraging yet funnie...
haha thanks girl =)

tmr wld be a slightly betta day than today...
shud be meeting my mom for lunch...
i'm a filial boy k...haha!
and after dat when she returns to work i shall go walk ard or sth...
san san xin ba...
it beats staying at home...
and maybe my mood will get betta too...i hope...
yea...may every tomorrow be brighter than every today from now on...
if u get wad i mean...


i wanna run, runaway
i wanna fly, flyaway
to a place where i can be free
to a place where life is simple
juz like the past...

how i wish dat everything is juz a dream
and when i wake up from it i'm back to the good old days...



Baby i'm too lost in you...

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